ten years ago today, i was sitting on a terrace behind the Eetkaemer café in a bronze-coloured dress, with flowers in my hair and i had a new golden ring around my right ring finger. Olli had a matching one, white gold against my yellow gold. it feels like yesterday as well as forever ago.
i still love him as much as i did back then. that bullshit about loving someone more every day is not true, i think… or maybe i just hit max level fifteen years ago. he’s a part of my soul, and even if it is not always easy, i can’t live without him. he’s the best thing that ever happened to me and i’m fucking grateful that he puts up with my shit. <3
onwards to the next ten years!
(enjoy this piano cover of ‘the only moment we were alone’ by explosions in the sky. if you’d ask me if Olli and I have ‘a song together’, then no, not really – but this song is the closest. for some reason it reminds me of our wedding day, because i listened to the song a lot during that summer. it was enough to break me the fuck down when i saw it played live in the paradiso a couple of years ago. and this piano cover is beautiful. i don’t think i shared it here yet, so here you go. it’s gorgeous and fragile and beautiful.)
